Tulum Day 10: Look inside yourself

La Calaca Avenida Tulum, MX
La Calaca Avenida Tulum, Q.R. MX
Skeleton at La Calaca Tulum, MX
Skeleton at La Calaca Tulum

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I’m feeling a little frustrated today for the silliest of reasons, but I know there are underlying causes beneath the aggravators on the surface. First, I quit smoking cigarettes six months ago, and I’ve been using a vapepen ever since. Unfortunately my charger for the e-cig stopped working yesterday. I walked around for hours looking for a place that might sell them. Unsuccessful. And I discovered via google when I got home that electronic cigarettes became illegal in Mexico in 2015. As I sit here and write my mind is still inclined to reach over and grab the e-cig out of my purse, like something is missing.

Clearly I’m still addicted to nicotine. I bought a pack of cigarettes last night. They’re gross. The mirror of my flaws that is being revealed to me through this experience is that I’m reliant on outside devices/forces/crutches whatever you want to call them, to provide me with a faux version of stability and fulfilment.

But the truth is:    Everything I want or need, I already have and am inside of myself. 

Anyways, we’re all just living the journey, hopefully trying to clearly see where we need to improve to be our best self. On a side note– since yesterday, I think I’ve progressed even further on the journey to annihilating my fear of bugs large and small. However, I feel that it is also important to note, that I’m currently covered in about 12 miserably itching and noticeably large bug bites about the size of a dime each; and I haven’t the slightest clue what insect caused what bite, but I guess what’s the point of knowing anyway…. It’d probably just lead me back to living the life of a serial bug murderer all over again…

Anyways, here are a few photos I took today between Avenida Tulum in town and some of the side streets leading back to my hotel.

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Bus rider mural in Tulum, Q.R., MX
Mural
Mural in the town of Tulum, Q.R., MX
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One thought on “Tulum Day 10: Look inside yourself

  1. Ah, I’m currently having the EXACT same problem (thus me finding this blog post) in Tulum. I have a Logic E-Cig and find myself puffing an empty cartridge. I’m thinking its a chance to begin my separation from Nicotine addiction.

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